Bushbabies and Bananas

© 2026   I made this up. Mostly. Allegedly. And my taste in fictional men is not up for discussion 😉 I was out and about minding my own affairs when I saw you watching me from the top of the stairs you smiled just once and I knew that I was lost as you walked towards me I thought to hell with the cost oh I should have carried on minding my own affairs or disappeared in the crowd when I saw you coming down the stairs but you were like the candle flame and I had to come burn my wings and as we danced you held me close and told me a lot of precious things it was full moon that night made us both a little crazy and shine a little bright and before I knew it we were swimming in the sea with the big white moon laughing happily oh I should have carried on minding my own affairs I don’t know what was in the whiskey but I tripped down the stairs and God only knows when I last laughed so hard when you fell right over the dog in the yard the next week I saw you on TV you had been up to no g...

  © 2026 Somewhere in the purple past before the shading Spell was cast and horror split my mind in half is an echo of sunlight on water and now this memory’s come to light to lead me back out of night and break down the door to the sanity I fought so hard for I’m kicking down this Doll’s House from the inside out breaking all the chains and I'm going walkabout Oh yes, the devil is real and I’ve looked him in the eye watched him break and steal and heard all his pretty little lies I don’t know who I was dancing with back then or how I went spinning off track or when I just know there was sunlight inside and it all turned black and died I’m not even sure how to tell how far or long ago I fell now I’m just an Angel lost wandering through this hell I’m kicking down this Doll’s House from the inside out breaking all the chains and I'm going walkabout oh how long I waited to put on flesh again just to feel the soft summer rain and I would die a thousand times over to hear again the ...

  © 2026   I guess your Angel spoke to mine and said that we were out of time ‘cos you’re still so far and not getting any nearer I fear I may yet still drown a bewildered Queen whose lost her crown and headed back to Tinsel Town where the sky’s a little clearer If you’re listening somewhere out there under this cold winter moon do you think you are coming anytime soon? I'm bored with waiting and staying still the Moon is calling and I'm praying you will somehow appear before I disappear back down far underground to the Kingdom of Shadows where King Hades is waiting with my new crystal crown I dreamt a dream within a dream where I lay fast asleep while tumbling down through space and time and in this dream your angel came and called me by another name someone I had been once before another life on another shore and if by magic there appeared a door to a realm I had not been before And although I turned away saying I could not stay I was still yearning to go at the e...

  © 2026 There is a whisper on the wind that soothes me late at night when Despair holds my heart in its iron grip and I’ve drifted from the Light It sings to me of Avalon and green-golden summer days of cheery finches and apple trees and ripening of the hay Of mossy rocks and silver streams and swans floating on a Lake of Dreams and with this vision of peaceful bliss and loving calm and happiness is a song so pure of chords so true that twice I turn my head and search to see if the God is wandering with me in the forest too Each time I visit this Sacred Land of Silver birch and Beeches grand I leave a little more of my heart there entranced in dappled forest glades and when I awaken in this time and place a part of me remains dancing, with the twilight shades And though I sit here far away and there’s heartbreak stealing the sun from day for just a while my Heart stops its tears and lays to rest its doubts and fears and following the echo of a love before my dreamtime steps lead m...

Lyr ics  © 2020.  So ng © 2026 He spoke to the Broken in me languishing hopelessly at the bottom of a very deep, dark place for a very long time this shadow self of mine He awakened her an Underworld God fashioning a Doll for his Kingdom to serve his Vision She grew bolder this Shadow self of mine wanting more in space and time Her need thrilling through my veins longing to run into his flames and lose us in this secret Garden The Sunlight paled next to his blaze she stumbled through to reach Him the colors outside seemed so dull compared to the glowing crystals in Hell where He ruled ruthlessly His Doll grew stronger feasting on the freedom He fed her even as He bound her tight with His will whilst I faded listlessly going through the days until my awareness shifted inwards entranced by the Visions she shared with me, our Melodies blending together into a haunting Harmony that drifted wistfully through the Realms and as it faded away sinking into the Shadows I surrender...

Lyrics © 2022. Song © 2026 Ireland, 1998   💔  #PathsNotTaken  It's a perfect storm, my Love one that might break me my shadow inside the damsel denied somehow betrayed me and now hunger consumes me for a peace that eludes me and when I look in the mirror at night it's your eyes that I see I just want to cry and turn out the light but you’re still looking at me a perfect storm, my Love one that might claim me I’m on the sea clouds pouring on me these waves can just take me I was stuck in a ruin looking down at you not having seen you before you were speaking to the guy that I was with at the time and you both looked up at me when I called it's a perfect storm, my Love maybe one that could make me if I could find all the pieces I thought lost forever maybe I could glue myself somehow back together later that day we walked and we talked alongside a pretty golden river and I knew I had found a Heart that wanted to be mine if I let you, you would love me forever it'...

                                                                                                                                                Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 The Dark of Him terrified me even as it enticed me deeper in He sought my Surrender total and utter submission this Black Magician it felt as if He wanted to rip my wings right off and burn my eternal Soul at the witches' pyre sacrificing my freedom to his power My gentle sense of self recoiled horrified at the nothing gaping before it but the hellcats snarling back at me from the mirror glittered ...

Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 And again I sought shelter in the Dark Realms that place within and far down where He said he would create a safe space deep underground I named it our Secret Garden where I could lie and watch the skies darken Oh I should have seen the danger of addiction to this mayhem the eyes of the stranger in the mirror made no prediction of the craving that would arise from just the short, sweet, taste of freedom teasing me awake in the early morning burning in my dreamtime warning where I wandered unhappily seeking my mind running rings around itself until at last exhausted I collapsed at his feet where I was rewarded with a fleeting kind of peace but nothing could tame the tempests raging through my psyche fighting to take me home to him outraged I battled them blindly furious at needing to lose myself in him utterly despairing at the dark pit of Chaos which every fibre of my being yearned to hurl myself into and be finally done with this shattering of self like a mi...

Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 I was calling You when I lay sleepless at Night my mind seeking One that was stronger to quiet the Chaos and bring the Light I was needing You even as I painted pretty pictures of peace this longing did not cease it grew deeper and darker twisting further inside I was feeding You my Soul seeking Yours out of time or space lightening striking the ground far below deep in the Underworld where shadows grow You said you saw the tears in my need and with those words the seeds of my undoing were sown seeing straight through the mask shown to the broken doll lost inside In a moment of cheek that left me breathless and weak I named you Satan and so you said you would burn me But could you not feel me blazing since you first lifted your hand to my cheek? Still, I stayed and so you played with the shadows in my mind breaking me down a little more each time until I existed only as your wish twisted Your heartbeat steady in my ear drawing me into you to a point far past ...

© 2026  It's 3am and I can't sleep a wistful tear is resting on my cheek and there's a burning space where you should be lying next to me it occurred to me perhaps I forgot to say I would save that place just in case you ever found your way to loving me So perhaps you didn't know cos I have never told you so there's a spot I kept aside just for you and through Grace my walls blown open wide as I had to learn to trust too I've been quietly watching you don't think I've ever met someone quite so true there's a straight up honesty in everything you do and although you have a brilliant mind you're strong enough to be kind you have a hidden gentle side to you Maybe you didn't know cos I have never told you so I have saved a place just in case you ever found your way to loving me So go if you must - explore your free but when it's home-time come back to me come back to me. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.  All lyrics are ...

  © 2026 Living Friday to Sunday telling myself that it’s ok one day I’ll be free to fly far, far away oh, when is home? when can I lay down my weary head Surely by now Lord I've passed all my tests why can’t I just feel right here instead of so restless inside I can’t seem to put down roots no matter how hard I’ve tried my eyes tell me it’s pretty my Soul whispers it ain’t home oh where on Earth do I belong or maybe I’m just born to roam I wish you told me, God where I am meant to be I got so lost out there seeking my Destiny and now I’m frozen inside too scared to take a wrong turn cos I’ve been down a few one-way streets and Lord knows I got burnt oh when is Home when is time for Me when will I get to a place where I can just breathe. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.  All lyrics are original works authored by me. The music and vocal performances were created using AI tools under commercial licenses that grant me ownership and perpetual commercial...

© 2026  In another Life 💗 I woke up and you were gone just an empty coffee cup and the light left on and although I had no business feeling so sad a strange emptiness filled the happy space I had oh I should have caught it earlier building castles in the sand there’s always been a danger getting lost in no-man’s land but I was having fun being the Queen and I had crowned you King inside my head it wasn’t hurting no one and kept the nightmares out my bed or maybe I should view it you're like the sun in the sky just being there keeps me level and lights my way up where I fly and if I'm going to be precise at some place we have no form we're just Chaos writing lightening in the place where dreams are born so you be the Sun I'll be the Moon in a silver studded sky through all the galaxies in between you light my way up where I fly I am Queen and crowned you King in the realms I go to play and your quiet mountain strength helps me find my way so you be the Sun and I’ll be ...

© 2026  I have the pink gin pour some tonic in got myself a tasty little treat may as well enjoy it music's on and candles lit just trying to find a happy little beat there's been too much worry lately I've been feeling kind of crazy it seems as if the world is burning down and I know I shouldn't baby but if I can make it safely I think I'm moving back to Tinsel Town the Lizard Lords won’t catch me stolen swords can’t scratch me they're got their own problems now Epstein's list has been released dirty judges pedo priests but they're still clinging to power somehow well, their castles going to fall with Humpty Dumpty off his wall the whole Kingdoms gonna come crashing down but I've been through this before I would rather just withdraw with my pink gin back to Tinsel Town yeah, I sure miss Tinsel Town the tearful Angels and the kissing clowns after the ball it burnt down to the ground but I'm sure they stayed somewhere around they knew I'd b...

Lyrics © 2026 I didn’t know it was worth it but you wanted to play with now I’m glad we waited you’re the sweetest thing I’ve tasted I can’t believe we lasted and honey, I’m just getting started I thought I was so jaded all the light in me had faded all the years I wasted but you and I were fated now I’m just up for chilling there’s a big fat life that needs living its time to pick what we planted and honey - I’m just getting started I’m so glad we waited you’re the sweetest thing I’ve tasted I can’t believe we lasted and honey - I’m just getting started Its thanks to you I made it you were so kind I craved it and now I’m no longer haunted  and honey we’re just getting started. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan. All lyrics are original works authored by me. The music and vocal performances were created using AI tools under commercial licenses that grant me ownership and perpetual commercial usage rights in the resulting outputs. All rights reserved. Note...

© 2026 There’s this dog that comes on Monday mornings to the bins picking through the rubbish and the throwaway things His name is Buddy I take him food to the gate while I stand and watch him eat I think how cruel is fate He broke my heart this morning he tried to follow me home I thought of all the hungry ones cold out there alone I wanted to tell him he had done nothing wrong but he’s not mine, I couldn’t take him so I wrote him this song Oh Buddy it’s a cruel world like a lottery you lose or win and some get warm beds and food but you’re out there cold and thin I love how you wag your tail at me with your big brown eyes so hopefully I wish I had a farm - you’d have a home Oh Buddy I would never leave you alone I want the Angels to bring Grace to Earth for you to know neither hunger nor pain but it seems the devil runs the show down here and you’re a shining light on a chain Oh Buddy its a sad world but you've done nothing wrong I wish you could come home with me to a safe plac...

© 2026 I was in my twenties you were in your prime flying high by the deep blue sea It was a sad time but you were looking like a King to me If only I'd known back then what this feeling meant I was lost and you were heaven sent Wish I could go back in time to waste us was a crime but it’s too late now, Baby find me sooner next time round I’m sitting on the road not sure what to do You’re so far away too far for me to run to I’m like the wind caught up in a storm you’re the fire blazing warm and although it just could not be you’re still looking like a King to me If only I'd known back then what this feeling meant I was so lost and you were heaven sent Wish I could go back in time to waste us was a crime I guess it’s too late now, Baby find me sooner next time round. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan. All lyrics are original works authored by me. The music and vocal performances were created using AI tools under commercial licenses that grant me ownership ...

© 2026 I said yes please but then he lost the keys and I was left pondering my choice in guys and the tales that I had to spin about this ill-advised fling should have got me a Pulitzer prize oh what a web we weave when we seek to deceive and end up tangled in our own pretty little show but I had a trick up my sleeve and I had earned a reprieve I managed to get lose from this psycho Now I’m good but I’m bored could you please fix oh Lord or put me where I would love to be up in the Highlands where its wild and free and I’m not looking at the world behind bars and can run on the road not locked in cars because boredom in my head leads to bad and then mistakes cycle back to being sad oh what a web we weave when years ago I didn’t leave and now its my own little show on replay I just want to be free but I have to stay. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan. All lyrics are original works authored by me. The music and vocal performances were created using AI tools ...

  New Year's Resolution - work/life balance 😎 © 2025  You miss another deadline and I say that it’s fine but deep down, just know that you’re on borrowed time and you have a special little place in this dark heart of mine My nights belong to music, not your programme I wander in dreamworlds, not in logframes In fact I must confess I’m not impressed by your indicators of success so if you say you’re gonna send it please just send it cos the way that it’s going I’m gonna end it Yes my nights belong to music I wander in dreamworlds and this dark heart of mine is protective of its time when it gets to dream so free in a place so far from me and I’m sad cos I cannot be Yes my nights belong to music and if I could only choose it I would stay up there somewhere. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2025 Christine Jordaan. All lyrics are original works authored by me. The music and vocal performances were created using AI tools under commercial licenses that grant me ownership a...

© 2026 For too long now I’ve been covering my Light being seen was danger so I just stayed out of sight folding rolling squashing trying to fit into a box well I don’t know what has happened but I’ve burst out all my locks Now I’m kinda greedy want to gobble up the now and yes I mean you Sweetie oops there goes another vow I know this could be trouble and I should be more careful not to land right in a pickle but its way past time to just live a little I’ve been kinda sad so I changed my tune inside gave the voices chill pills and chose a happy vibe Now I’m feeling cheeky its time to gobble up the now and yes I mean you, Sweetie oops there goes another vow I’m past being peaceful and I’m dialing up the sizzle cos Baby I’m way overdue to just live a little Oh yes this was so breezy and I gobbled up the now I’m feeling kinda dreamy it was definitely a wow my little light is burning bright and I’m not gonna blow it out I’m going to shine and keep it simple cos Baby Baby I just wanna live ...

© 2025 The horrific, heart-breaking tragedy of the rhino poaching crisis.  And for all the Animals. 😭😭😭 Humans don't deserve Earth. I see you  Ubhejane Moon is not a friend tonight you are shining silver in her light come quickly clouds, cover her face bring your shadows over this place here are the Wild Ones and the killers are out there somewhere they come with knives with guns and death they hack and stab and steal breath the Wild Ones bleed the Earth cries in pain come quickly clouds and bring the rain blood soaks the ground this wound will not heal Death is anchored now in the coded real the thousands slain their haunting pain a stain on the Soul of Man his mother killed for her horn just hours after he was born he stays by her broken body through the long night cold and bloody She died for what? so miles away an empty fool can smile and say he has power he has gold does he know what was sold? the killing fields he has never seen where red covers up spring green Afric...

  © 2026 (extended version) I don’t know what to call this thing it’s sure not just a holiday fling you were at the top of my wish list but Baby you’re way bigger than Christmas I'm not sure how this came to be this strange affair of you and me I guess back then at the start we were just gonna have a laugh and although it might not be too smart somehow you’re now in my heart It’s been firecrackers since first we kissed like a margarita with a cheeky twist yes you were at the top of my wish list but Baby you’re way bigger than Christmas I sometimes wonder why we meet some folk it’s almost like a cosmic joke we know we should not but then off we go how was I supposed to know Baby, baby, you’re way bigger than Christmas S'pose you're like the tinsel I should pack you away shiny things are trouble and I shouldn't play Or maybe I should rather give you a silver star put you at the top where my happy things are it’s hard to fold it up now we let the demons out well I am not a...

© 2026 Somewhere there is an Angel crying and a God is asking why echoes of a Dreamtime dying drift across winter’s sky I gave it my everything but it wasn't enough and now that we’re finishing I know I’m meant to be tough it's beating my broken wing by reliving all this stuff Sorrows frozen this heart of mine Shadows have stolen summer’s shine somewhere - I’m paused - broken in time Some place - I'm lost in my mind Oh it’s a simple statement of fact once you’ve played with wildfire its hard to go back to the tame candle flame no, it just doesn’t feel the same Oh, what a hard thing to manage wanting the ones that do damage why do I love what will kill me chasing the storms that thrill me? It's cos I've touched the wildfire and now I can't return to the time before I got burnt Why do I love what will kill me chasing the storms that thrill me? it's hard to go back to the tame candle flame no, it just doesn’t feel the same. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026...