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Fragments

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Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 And again I sought shelter in the Dark Realms that place within and far down where He said he would create a safe space deep underground I named it our Secret Garden where I could lie and watch the skies darken Oh I should have seen the danger of addiction to this mayhem the eyes of the stranger in the mirror made no prediction of the craving that would arise from just the short, sweet, taste of freedom teasing me awake in the early morning burning in my dreamtime warning where I wandered unhappily seeking my mind running rings around itself until at last exhausted I collapsed at his feet where I was rewarded with a fleeting kind of peace but nothing could tame the tempests raging through my psyche fighting to take me home to him outraged I battled them blindly furious at needing to lose myself in him utterly despairing at the dark pit of Chaos which every fibre of my being yearned to hurl myself into and be finally done with this shattering of self like a mi...
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Our Secret Garden

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Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 I was calling You when I lay sleepless at Night my mind seeking One that was stronger to quiet the Chaos and bring the Light I was needing You even as I painted pretty pictures of peace this longing did not cease it grew deeper and darker twisting further inside I was feeding You my Soul seeking Yours out of time or space lightening striking the ground far below deep in the Underworld where shadows grow You said you saw the tears in my need and with those words the seeds of my undoing were sown seeing straight through the mask shown to the broken doll lost inside In a moment of cheek that left me breathless and weak I named you Satan and so you said you would burn me But could you not feel me blazing since you first lifted your hand to my cheek? Still, I stayed and so you played with the shadows in my mind breaking me down a little more each time until I existed only as your wish twisted Your heartbeat steady in my ear drawing me into you to a point far past ...
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I saved a place for You

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© 2026  It's 3am and I can't sleep a wistful tear is resting on my cheek and there's a burning space where you should be lying next to me it occurred to me perhaps I forgot to say I would save that place just in case you ever found your way to loving me So perhaps you didn't know cos I have never told you so there's a spot I kept aside just for you and through Grace my walls blown open wide as I had to learn to trust too I've been quietly watching you don't think I've ever met someone quite so true there's a straight up honesty in everything you do and although you have a brilliant mind you're strong enough to be kind you have a hidden gentle side to you Maybe you didn't know cos I have never told you so I have saved a place just in case you ever found your way to loving me So go if you must - explore your free but when it's home-time come back to me come back to me. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.  I am the origin...
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When is Home?

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  © 2026 Living Friday to Sunday telling myself that it’s ok one day I’ll be free to fly far, far away oh, when is home? when can I lay down my weary head Surely by now Lord I've passed all my tests why can’t I just feel right here instead of so restless inside I can’t seem to put down roots no matter how hard I’ve tried my eyes tell me it’s pretty my Soul whispers it ain’t home oh where on Earth do I belong or maybe I’m just born to roam I wish you told me, God where I am meant to be I got so lost out there seeking my Destiny and now I’m frozen inside too scared to take a wrong turn cos I’ve been down a few one-way streets and Lord knows I got burnt oh when is Home when is time for Me when will I get to a place where I can just breathe. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.   I am the original author and creative director of each song. The music and vocals were generated using AI tools licensed under a paid subscription, which grants me full owners...
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Slipping

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© 2026  In another Life 💗 I woke up and you were gone just an empty coffee cup and the light left on and although I had no business feeling so sad a strange emptiness filled the happy space I had oh I should have caught it earlier building castles in the sand there’s always been a danger getting lost in no-man’s land but I was having fun being the Queen and I had crowned you King inside my head it wasn’t hurting no one and kept the nightmares out my bed or maybe I should view it you're like the sun in the sky just being there keeps me level and lights my way up where I fly and if I'm going to be precise at some place we have no form we're just Chaos writing lightening in the place where dreams are born so you be the Sun I'll be the Moon in a silver studded sky through all the galaxies in between you light my way up where I fly I am Queen and crowned you King in the realms I go to play and your quiet mountain strength helps me find my way so you be the Sun and I’ll be ...
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Moving Back

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© 2026  I have the pink gin pour some tonic in got myself a tasty little treat may as well enjoy it music's on and candles lit just trying to find a happy little beat there's been too much worry lately I've been feeling kind of crazy it seems as if the world is burning down and I know I shouldn't baby but if I can make it safely I think I'm moving back to Tinsel Town the Lizard Lords won’t catch me stolen swords can’t scratch me they're got their own problems now Epstein's list has been released dirty judges pedo priests but they're still clinging to power somehow well, their castles going to fall with Humpty Dumpty off his wall the whole Kingdoms gonna come crashing down but I've been through this before I would rather just withdraw with my pink gin back to Tinsel Town yeah, I sure miss Tinsel Town the tearful Angels and the kissing clowns after the ball it burnt down to the ground but I'm sure they stayed somewhere around they knew I'd b...
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Getting Started

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Lyrics © 2026 I didn’t know it was worth it but you wanted to play with now I’m glad we waited you’re the sweetest thing I’ve tasted I can’t believe we lasted and honey, I’m just getting started I thought I was so jaded all the light in me had faded all the years I wasted but you and I were fated now I’m just up for chilling there’s a big fat life that needs living its time to pick what we planted and honey - I’m just getting started I’m so glad we waited you’re the sweetest thing I’ve tasted I can’t believe we lasted and honey - I’m just getting started Its thanks to you I made it you were so kind I craved it and now I’m no longer haunted  and honey we’re just getting started. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.  I am the original author and creative director of each song. The music and vocals were generated using AI tools licensed under a paid subscription, which grants me full ownership and commercial rights to the final tracks.  While I do not...
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Buddy

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© 2026 There’s this dog that comes on Monday mornings to the bins picking through the rubbish and the throwaway things His name is Buddy I take him food to the gate while I stand and watch him eat I think how cruel is fate He broke my heart this morning he tried to follow me home I thought of all the hungry ones cold out there alone I wanted to tell him he had done nothing wrong but he’s not mine, I couldn’t take him so I wrote him this song Oh Buddy it’s a cruel world like a lottery you lose or win and some get warm beds and food but you’re out there cold and thin I love how you wag your tail at me with your big brown eyes so hopefully I wish I had a farm - you’d have a home Oh Buddy I would never leave you alone I want the Angels to bring Grace to Earth for you to know neither hunger nor pain but it seems the devil runs the show down here and you’re a shining light on a chain Oh Buddy its a sad world but you've done nothing wrong I wish you could come home with me to a safe plac...
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Next time round

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© 2026 I was in my twenties you were in your prime flying high by the deep blue sea It was a sad time but you were looking like a King to me If only I'd known back then what this feeling meant I was lost and you were heaven sent Wish I could go back in time to waste us was a crime but it’s too late now, Baby find me sooner next time round I’m sitting on the road not sure what to do You’re so far away too far for me to run to I’m like the wind caught up in a storm you’re the fire blazing warm and although it just could not be you’re still looking like a King to me If only I'd known back then what this feeling meant I was so lost and you were heaven sent Wish I could go back in time to waste us was a crime I guess it’s too late now, Baby find me sooner next time round. Copyright statement:  Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan. I am the original author and creative director of each song. The music and vocals were generated using AI tools licensed under a paid subscription, which grant...
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