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The Inbetween

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© 2026 Drifting in my dream looking for who I used to be the girl who cycled home from school and stopped to talk to trees There’s a space from then to now filled with horrors seen this thick quiet mist of the lost inbetween And then I dreamt I drowned drifting down to the sea-bed floating aimlessly gone away inside my head Wish washing with the seaweed over where the beast lies buried waiting for the siren’s call before he can emerge once more And I being bored made him a friend to talk to in my dark descent so we danced on decaying decks of ill-destined wayward wrecks captained by a ghostly figure who watched it all with a scornful snigger and his crew of mournful sinners Still the beast and I had a laugh lounging in the ship’s old rusted bath attended by a Sergeant Shark whose pearly whites gleamed in the dark and just as I was at the edge of fear and his jaws came deathly near I awoke and found myself on land still with a seashell in my hand. Wish washing with the seaweed over wher...
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Heading Off

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© 2026 I’m heading off to Narnia where I can breathe a little freer this dark out here is getting me down temptation teasing Tinsel Town rather give me a sword  and Aslan's roar a snowy land  through the cupboard door Yeah I’m heading off to Narnia for sure The white witch doesn't scare me she hasn't met my fury she will soon be just a has-been burning in my fire The land of cheeky talking fauns and moonlight dancing nymphs greeting Sun each dazzling dawn I would love to catch a glimpse Yeah I'm heading off to Narnia where life should be a little calmer got a castle down by the sea would you like to come with me Oh yes off to Narnia where I have dwarves for friends oh yes off to Narnia where no one ever pretends Yeah I'm heading off to Narnia where life should be a little calmer got a Castle down by the sea would you like to come with me oh yes off to Narnia where I can just be me oh yes off to Narnia my Castle by the Sea. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christ...
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Love you anyway

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© 2026 I knew that you were cruel I understood you would not stay but I, silly fool decided to love you anyway ‘cos sometimes we love what kills us although we should know better we pour fuel on the fire and wonder why we shatter oh what is the lesson I’ve not learnt yet how messed up will it all get do I still owe karma any debt wish I could just forget yes, I knew that you were cruel I understood you would not stay but I, silly fool decided to love you anyway oh why do I love what will kill me how did I think it'd fulfil me playing in the flames losing myself in your games but I knew that you were cruel I understood that I would pay and I, silly fool, decided to love you anyway yes I knew you were cruel and I was breaking all the rules but I, silly, silly fool decided to love you anyway. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan. All lyrics are original works authored by me. The music and vocal performances were created using AI tools under commercial licenses tha...
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Praying for the Devil

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© 2026 They say pride always comes before every fall that it was Lucifer’s Light that ignited the first war and as the clarions sounded the Angels drew their swords Heaven cracked wide open as Michael gave a mighty roar I wonder how Earth would be if Lucifer had been happy with his hand or was Free Will always destined to be the line in the sand And how much further down here on Earth will they let us sink 'cos its looking pretty rough right now we’re on the brink The broken ones are just breaking more kicking the gentle down to the floor and the Animals are paying the price for our greed and every deathly vice I wonder if Lucifer healed would we all somehow come right could the Earth ever ascend from this long dark Night So do we pray for the devil could it ever work? would he even hear us down there where all his demons lurk Oh what will it take to end cruelty’s reign for the Kind to rise up and heal Earth’s pain Could the Light that led to this lead us back again oh can we eve...
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Nightmare Castle of Mine

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© 2026 There’s a place I go in my nightmares when I fall asleep tumble jumble rooms of the secrets that I keep the higher up I go the narrower they become 'til I'm wedged at the top where there's no place left to run There I stay frozen stiff not daring to breathe I can’t crawl any higher neither can I leave 'cos somewhere down below walks a killer that I know this old, dusty attic is the one place he won't go From the window I see a sludgy grey sky, but its barred shut from the outside I wake up screaming its 1am again I can still feel him in my head this stalker with no name Too scared to go back to sleep I pray the Lord my Soul to keep until it's 4am and my head is sore from my nightly dreamtime war Oh these tumble jumble rooms this hellish underground each one a terrible secret in the cold nightmare of my mind What secrets lurk that won’t step forth born before I found my wolf why do I come here night after night trapped 'til dawn's first light Can I...
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This made-up World

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  © 2026 I've been dreaming high and searching low where did all the stardust go the magic light that used to glow in the blackest night I don’t even know where I’m homesick for a place that don’t exist no more when I close my eyes I can see dark skies and a faraway shore oh in this made up world of fake news and poison foods you can be anyone you choose either way you’re gonna lose and with the stardust gone it’s tough to carry on in this made up world where bad is good and folk just do whatever they would it's all topsy turvy and upside down no wonder I ended up in Tinsel Town searching for what I lost before I fell in the curse in this made up world of sneaky speak and snaky smiles soulless dolls and pretty reptiles folk wear a mask and play the game trying to level up by selling their flame well I don’t want to play and I don’t care to stay in this made up world 'cos when you peel off the glitter the truth tastes kind of bitter just like I knew it would so out with the ...
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Somewhere

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  © 2026 Somewhere, you’re sitting at a fireside staring into the flames, a million miles away I’m watching your reflection in my window pane I can see the wind raging right outside your door but you’re not hearing it or even paying attention to the storm you’re asking yourself the same question I fell asleep to last night when is my Love coming to find me in this blackest of nights I wonder how we lost each other or how many lifetimes ago and what our plan was this time round to find ourselves in the shadows I imagine you live in the mountains with the dark forest outside your door and you think that you are broken, that you lost your Soul in the War I can see your Wound in my windowpane your eyes hold grief to drive a man insane but you didn’t choose it and you didn’t lose it yet you’re not sure if you can love again I feel the same waiting for Spring or to feel just anything will it ever come could I ever thaw through all this heartsore Yes I can see you in my window pane you ca...
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Grace fled

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  © 2026 I was outside in the dark just now and saw your face in the clouded sky Moon was full and hanging low and I wondered, still, where did the Love go I think God took the Love away so that I would no longer stay I could not cry, I did not shout I just watched my heart bleed out Oh Amazing Grace, I’ve lost my way again I must leave this place out in the pouring rain let me rather be free and fly with the wind than ever lie down with the devil again I’m tired and it's so cold I feel like I’m falling in the illusion sold Grace amazed me but after she saved me I turned my back we parted ways when she was telling me to stay Yes God took the love away and I felt betrayed so I turned from Grace and set it all ablaze now I’m walking through the ashes watching flashes of dreams long gone their ghosts forlorn but they’re still telling me to somehow hold on Oh Amazing Grace breaking all the chains I think God took the love away so you could purify the pain. Copyright statement: Lyrics...
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What was bought

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© 2026 The moon is dark the mask has dropped at the very last the lie is caught the love is past the kind has stopped all that is left is what was bought oh I hit the road Jack and that road hit me right back now I’m trying to figure out how I get my life on track I thought it was love but I lost myself I wasn’t buying what they were trying to sell they tried to stamp me out before I could tell and I got caught in their shading spell oh the love is past the kind has stopped all that is left is what was bought I believed I knew them that I had thought it through but their mask dropped right on cue yes the love is past the kind has stopped all that is left is what was bought oh God I got it all so wrong I thought I was being strong staying sad while it drove me mad in a hell where I did not belong yes the love is dead only tears echo in my head all that is left is what was bought but at least the lie was caught. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan. All lyrics are o...
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