Bushbabies and Bananas

Lyr ics  © 2020.  So ng © 2026 He spoke to the Broken in me languishing hopelessly at the bottom of a very deep, dark place for a very long time this shadow self of mine He awakened her an Underworld God fashioning a Doll for his Kingdom to serve his Vision She grew bolder this Shadow self of mine wanting more in space and time Her need thrilling through my veins longing to run into his flames and lose us in this secret Garden The Sunlight paled next to his blaze she stumbled through to reach Him the colors outside seemed so dull compared to the glowing crystals in Hell where He ruled ruthlessly His Doll grew stronger feasting on the freedom He fed her even as He bound her tight with His will whilst I faded listlessly going through the days until my awareness shifted inwards entranced by the Visions she shared with me, our Melodies blending together into a haunting Harmony that drifted wistfully through the Realms and as it faded away sinking into the Shadows I surrender...

Lyrics © 2022. Song © 2026 Ireland, 1998   💔  #PathsNotTaken  It's a perfect storm, my Love one that might break me my shadow inside the damsel denied somehow betrayed me and now hunger consumes me for a peace that eludes me and when I look in the mirror at night it's your eyes that I see I just want to cry and turn out the light but you’re still looking at me a perfect storm, my Love one that might claim me I’m on the sea clouds pouring on me these waves can just take me I was stuck in a ruin looking down at you not having seen you before you were speaking to the guy that I was with at the time and you both looked up at me when I called it's a perfect storm, my Love maybe one that could make me if I could find all the pieces I thought lost forever maybe I could glue myself somehow back together later that day we walked and we talked alongside a pretty golden river and I knew I had found a Heart that wanted to be mine if I let you, you would love me forever it'...

                                                                                                                                                Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 The Dark of Him terrified me even as it enticed me deeper in He sought my Surrender total and utter submission this Black Magician it felt as if He wanted to rip my wings right off and burn my eternal Soul at the witches' pyre sacrificing my freedom to his power My gentle sense of self recoiled horrified at the nothing gaping before it but the hellcats snarling back at me from the mirror glittered ...

Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 And again I sought shelter in the Dark Realms that place within and far down where He said he would create a safe space deep underground I named it our Secret Garden where I could lie and watch the skies darken Oh I should have seen the danger of addiction to this mayhem the eyes of the stranger in the mirror made no prediction of the craving that would arise from just the short, sweet, taste of freedom teasing me awake in the early morning burning in my dreamtime warning where I wandered unhappily seeking my mind running rings around itself until at last exhausted I collapsed at his feet where I was rewarded with a fleeting kind of peace but nothing could tame the tempests raging through my psyche fighting to take me home to him outraged I battled them blindly furious at needing to lose myself in him utterly despairing at the dark pit of Chaos which every fibre of my being yearned to hurl myself into and be finally done with this shattering of self like a mi...

Lyrics © 2020 Song © 2026 I was calling You when I lay sleepless at Night my mind seeking One that was stronger to quiet the Chaos and bring the Light I was needing You even as I painted pretty pictures of peace this longing did not cease it grew deeper and darker twisting further inside I was feeding You my Soul seeking Yours out of time or space lightening striking the ground far below deep in the Underworld where shadows grow You said you saw the tears in my need and with those words the seeds of my undoing were sown seeing straight through the mask shown to the broken doll lost inside In a moment of cheek that left me breathless and weak I named you Satan and so you said you would burn me But could you not feel me blazing since you first lifted your hand to my cheek? Still, I stayed and so you played with the shadows in my mind breaking me down a little more each time until I existed only as your wish twisted Your heartbeat steady in my ear drawing me into you to a point far past ...

© 2026  It's 3am and I can't sleep a wistful tear is resting on my cheek and there's a burning space where you should be lying next to me it occurred to me perhaps I forgot to say I would save that place just in case you ever found your way to loving me So perhaps you didn't know cos I have never told you so there's a spot I kept aside just for you and through Grace my walls blown open wide as I had to learn to trust too I've been quietly watching you don't think I've ever met someone quite so true there's a straight up honesty in everything you do and although you have a brilliant mind you're strong enough to be kind you have a hidden gentle side to you Maybe you didn't know cos I have never told you so I have saved a place just in case you ever found your way to loving me So go if you must - explore your free but when it's home-time come back to me come back to me. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.  I am the origin...

  © 2026 Living Friday to Sunday telling myself that it’s ok one day I’ll be free to fly far, far away oh, when is home? when can I lay down my weary head Surely by now Lord I've passed all my tests why can’t I just feel right here instead of so restless inside I can’t seem to put down roots no matter how hard I’ve tried my eyes tell me it’s pretty my Soul whispers it ain’t home oh where on Earth do I belong or maybe I’m just born to roam I wish you told me, God where I am meant to be I got so lost out there seeking my Destiny and now I’m frozen inside too scared to take a wrong turn cos I’ve been down a few one-way streets and Lord knows I got burnt oh when is Home when is time for Me when will I get to a place where I can just breathe. Copyright statement:   Lyrics © 2026 Christine Jordaan.   I am the original author and creative director of each song. The music and vocals were generated using AI tools licensed under a paid subscription, which grants me full owners...

© 2026  In another Life 💗 I woke up and you were gone just an empty coffee cup and the light left on and although I had no business feeling so sad a strange emptiness filled the happy space I had oh I should have caught it earlier building castles in the sand there’s always been a danger getting lost in no-man’s land but I was having fun being the Queen and I had crowned you King inside my head it wasn’t hurting no one and kept the nightmares out my bed or maybe I should view it you're like the sun in the sky just being there keeps me level and lights my way up where I fly and if I'm going to be precise at some place we have no form we're just Chaos writing lightening in the place where dreams are born so you be the Sun I'll be the Moon in a silver studded sky through all the galaxies in between you light my way up where I fly I am Queen and crowned you King in the realms I go to play and your quiet mountain strength helps me find my way so you be the Sun and I’ll be ...