Crowned

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© 2025



I’m at the bottom of a deep dark well
drowning in a pool of should-have
its not a choice
there’s this voice
that pulls me back down to would-have
whenever I’m about to fly free
he simply won’t let go of me
in my private hell
crowned by King Hades
in a gown of sorrows
in his Kingdom of Shadows

I’m sitting looking out
through the window
just trying to figure out
what happens when Hope wakes up
and the cage door is still locked shut

whenever I’m about to fly free
he simply won’t let go of me
in my private hell
crowned by King Hades
in a gown of sorrows
in his Kingdom of Shadows

I came to Earth
to be with the Swans
but somewhere somehow
the dream went wrong

I’m in a desert
lost in a sandstorm
dry and hot
and strange things deformed

no, its no place for a swan
who can’t remember where she’s from
or how the hell to get home again
back to the soft grey rains

whenever I’m about to fly free
he simply won’t let go of me
in my private hell
crowned by King Hades
in a gown of sorrows
in his Kingdom of Shadows.

Copyright statement:  Lyrics © 2025 Christine Jordaan. I am the original author and creative director of each song. The music and vocals were generated using AI tools licensed under a paid subscription, which grants me full ownership and commercial rights to the final tracks. While I do not claim authorship of the instrumental or vocal algorithms, I retain copyright over all lyrics and the completed works as my creative output. All rights reserved.

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