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Wildfire

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© 2026 Somewhere there is an Angel crying and a God is asking why echoes of a Dreamtime dying drift across winter’s sky I gave it my everything but it wasn't enough and now that we’re finishing I know I’m meant to be tough it's beating my broken wing by reliving all this stuff Sorrows frozen this heart of mine Shadows have stolen summer’s shine somewhere - I’m paused - broken in time Some place - I'm lost in my mind Oh it’s a simple statement of fact once you’ve played with wildfire its hard to go back to the tame candle flame no, it just doesn’t feel the same Oh, what a hard thing to manage wanting the ones that do damage why do I love what will kill me chasing the storms that thrill me? It's cos I've touched the wildfire and now I can't return to the time before I got burnt Why do I love what will kill me chasing the storms that thrill me? it's hard to go back to the tame candle flame no, it just doesn’t feel the same. Copyright statement:  Lyrics © 2026 ...

End this Way

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© 2025  It was always going to end this way you got your wish but its me that paid what a bitter prize for a twisted game Still, it was always going to end the same Its warm outside but my heart is cold the Light has died I feel a thousand years old with this ache that never leaves in a world that deceives I know I should pick myself up but I’ve run out of fuel the roads far too long, the world’s just too cruel all the stars fell out the sky Oh Lord I wanna go where the white swans fly Oh it was always going to end this way I should have left but I somehow stayed well you got your wish but its me that paid I just wanted to be free but you put a chain on me and now I’m lying choking on my rage dying in this cage some Souls cannot be tamed you trapped me now I’m maimed oh it was always going to end this way you got your wish but its me that paid. what a bitter prize for a twisted game Still, it was always going to end the same. Copyright statement: ...

Crowned

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© 2025 I’m at the bottom of a deep dark well drowning in a pool of should-have its not a choice there’s this voice that pulls me back down to would-have whenever I’m about to fly free he simply won’t let go of me in my private hell crowned by King Hades in a gown of sorrows in his Kingdom of Shadows I’m sitting looking out through the window just trying to figure out what happens when Hope wakes up and the cage door is still locked shut whenever I’m about to fly free he simply won’t let go of me in my private hell crowned by King Hades in a gown of sorrows in his Kingdom of Shadows I came to Earth to be with the Swans but somewhere somehow the dream went wrong I’m in a desert lost in a sandstorm dry and hot and strange things deformed no, its no place for a swan who can’t remember where she’s from or how the hell to get home again back to the soft grey rains whenever I’m about to fly free he simply won’t let go of me in my private hell crowned by King Hades in a gown of sorrows in his ...

Down the River

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  © 2025 Sadness slow-danced a melody with the shadows of my past who sighed and sang a lullaby of a spell that once was cast of soft moonbeams and dawning dreams silver swans on sparkling streams guiding me further into where diamonds gleam in the Kingdom of Shadows where King Hades rules far Underground Drifting through on the River Styx the landscape is a sorrowful mix bare trees and withered roses and just before the tunnel closes Chiron turns to me and asks his fee a gold coin to ferry Souls across back to where they first got lost to look in the Mirror at all they knew but forgot and another coin if he must wait and take me back to the thundering gate leading out into the ghostly realms through the ruins of Tinsel Town down the valley where nightmares sell and folk are lost in Earthly Hell But what the price if I should ascend if the pains been enough and the journey could end? he said the mirror would show and I would know a new path would appear which I could take without f...

Hey Santa

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© 2025 Hey Santa, it’s me although I don’t expect you to remember my name and I’m not even sure if you real but all the same, somewhere up there is a little white cloud with my name soft and puffy warm and fluffy and far away from all this madness pretty please can you tell me how much longer do I have to pay? before I can go up there and stay on my soft white cloud far away from all this sadness? Or better yet I quite fancy coming to see where you live with your little Elves making the toys that you give it sounds pretty dreamy glitzy and gleamy perhaps I could have my own little sleigh to float around the Milky Way? Hey Santa, while we’re at it could you sprinkle some wisdom on these empty heads down here? I can’t deal with it and some are as thick as two bricks even worse, some lack heart and are busy tearing the Earth apart Please could you give the Animals a chance imagine someone shooting your reindeer for fun could the hunters not rather learn to dance and understand we are all ...

Been here before

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  © 2025 Oh, it’s the tall ones the sure ones that I fall for each time and I don’t stop to check this obsession of mine I know that I mustn't but still I go play in the flames and then I am lost all over again in your games Now I’ve got the blues again back down I fall again how many times have I stood here before and lifted my hand to knock on the same damned door praying to pass through but never quite sure if I’m going to The freezing rains are almost past made it through another winter’s blues but if it’s true that storms don’t last why is my heart still crying out for you Will this cloud ever lift will I ever shift back to the woman I was before or is it too late ‘cos I tempted fate am I frozen in time forever more oh I know that I mustn't but still I go play in the flames and then I am lost all over again in your games. Copyright statement:  Lyrics © 2025 Christine Jordaan. I am the original author and creative director of each song. The music and vocals were generated ...

Sun....

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Lyrics © 2007. Song   © 2025 Written in 2007 in Mozambique. My never-ending quest for integration. Maybe I will get there one day 🤷🏻‍♀️ Sun... It’s me, your Lady my faith in Summer coming is fading waning like my Light flickering pale could you not send me a sign? a robin would do or some kind of map across the dark places to you or can you not forgive me my detours I thought you'd understand sometimes when it’s cold and grey and you're a stranger in a dark and lonely land it’s easy to take a wrong turn when you just want to reach home and you have no idea where home is but eventually you learn its where the Light is and its toasty golden warm, but first! you have to survive the storm wind and snow almost bury you, though in a strange, heartbreaking way it’s beautiful too in that wild winter free just me and the Hope of You to find my way in the Night I needed Light what a mission! unpacking and unpeeling years of not caring, not feeling to the door marked "no entry...

Hold an Angel

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  © 2025 I said to my son today Do not give any girl cause to say You spoke the sneaky snake speak And bought tears to her cheeks If you want to hold an Angel You’ll need to be a knight create a safe space And block out monsters of the night I spoke to my son today Of the man he will one day become And how great the world could be If it only were properly run I told of all the wounded humans Suffering behind a smile And how angry words could break them they might be angels in exile Oh I said to my son today Please don’t give any girl reason to say You spoke the sneaky snake speak And brought tears to her cheeks If you want to hold an Angel, Son You’ll need to be a knight learn how to anchor Light down here and block out monsters of the Night I said I hope he grows up kind and looks after the treasures that he finds and worries about how to live that he’s got so much to give Not to waste his time on chasing things or the empty status that money brings but rather building up instead ...

Dragon Gates

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  © 2025 Midnight married Mayhem Sin strangled Sound and blew the flat Earth round distorting holy ground The sunken halls of Atlantis home now to a great Enchantress lie in the golden sands of time submerged in the great flood born of Dragon blood buried even deeper they are the Keepers of portals to the Kingdom of immortal Poisedon and his almighty trident We call the Dragon guards to awaken to open the gates Sung into form at creation we command their activation the new Earth now awaits All forms of controls dissolve the veil drops for searching Souls the fake light shatters the chained are Free Dragons awaken and open your gates to Me Pegasus born of the Sacred Blood fly to me now on your wings of Love Earth is now rising stars synchronising true planets aligning what was bound will now be free the lost are home the hungry are fed the shadows are banished and the demons all fled the Dragons take flight their lines purified freed from stone they sing the lost Ones home the hungr...